In debt up to my ears Waiting for Divine intervention To soothe my fears The harder I try It seems I fall I sit and I pray He hears my call I’m tired and worn out My smile sewn on By a thread Trying not to doubt What I know– the Knowledge in my head But as I sit I show That I can’t do it alone Even my rhymes are off The page is kinda sticky I need more sanity I need to lose this cough Now I’m talking gibberish Where has my mind gone Wishing for a new day A hope– a brighter dawn